Monday, June 4, 2007

The transfer of love

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
how many display windows we moved around
how many hotels we lodged at

才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
then we realized separation acceptable

感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
Is love for flipping through or cherishing

好让日子天天都过得难忘
we live everyday unforgettable

熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
endured many miseries
weeped for a long time

才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
then we get to know
sorrow is left when love leaves

流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
roamed around double beds
belief changed for some times

才让戒指义无返顾的交换
then we can exchange our rings without turning back

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
transfer one's warmness to another's chest

让上次犯的错反省出梦想
brings out dreams from the last mistake

每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
everyone enjoys scaring

才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
then refuses to blame for love

回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
memory is untouchable moonlight
it turns dark when held tight

等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
waiting for unreal back sight disappeared in sunny

阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
sunshine casts on me
forgive all my wrong doings

爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
love train never stops towards perpetuity

需要多勇敢
how much braveness we needed

烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
candle lit the dinner
can not give an answer

恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
Romance is unlike warm treat

床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
petals spread all over the bed sheet
they grow in hugs

太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
so crowded that they extend to other ground

感情需要人接班接近换来期望
love is for someone to success
approach brings expectation

期望带来失望的恶性循环
and expectation brings a disappointing vicious circle

短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
the short is always romantic
the long is not enough

烧完美好青春换一个老伴
trade the glorious youthhood for a husband or wife

你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
do not be upset
being pathetic is for

最美的平凡
the most beautiful ordinary

The days we ate sushi in BNU

Ever since I came back from home after the Labor's Day, I've changed a lot. I stayed in my dorm one day after another without realizing it's very hot. I'm a little nervous about my current situation, just like unemployment. I'm going crazy.

For a long time, we haven't go out together all eight girls. Each seems to have got something or somebody more important. ZM and I were left. So we often have meals together, or else we'll be alone.

One of the quick food restaurant we sometimes patronize is Hollywood in Beijing Normal University(BNU) which is besides BUPT. I found it when it opens the first time. And it is amazing to me for the following two reasons: the same name as the famous America movies circle, the food there in Chinese and Western style.

I'd like to say a few words about the food there. I used to like the fruit salad there, then I thought I could get many more fruits with the same amount of money. Once I tasted spaghetti, and I should say that the name doesn't match the reality. My friend ZM loves the sushi there. To be more accurate, it's not sushi, just a South Korea food that likes sushi. They wrapped carrot strips, egg and rice with laver. I think what she really loves is laver. There are other things I like there. For example, tea with milk and fresh juice are among my favorite. Especially the banana juice and kiwi juice, I've never seen it elsewhere! Unfortunately, they are comparatively expensive.

Nowadays, I usually ask the Hollywood hamburger alone. It's not delicious at all, but it will do. I takes no interest to try something else. It's a bad sign meaning I'm pessimistic.

Yesterday we five girls went to hollywood for lunch. The meals we can have together will be less and less. I'm leaving you in one month. Though I'm looking forward to the new life in front, but it made me feel sad thinking about leaving you. For some of you, we may not meet each other for a life time.

Brothers & Sisters

Life is like a trip. Someone may accompany you for some time, and then they go away, and you walk on. Among the many people, some are special. They are our parents, brothers & sisters, friends and partner.

My mother has got 2 elder brothers, 1 elder sister and 1 younger sister. They have deep feelings for each other. I don't know much about their past stories, what I do know is that they always want their brothers and sisters to live a better life.

Every time, I see from TV or movies that brothers and sisters don't get on well with each other and even fight and kill each other for money or power, I just couldn't understand them. Did they forget the happy times they had together when they were young? How could they be so cruel?

Influenced by our aunts and uncles, I care much about my cousins. We didn't spend much time together, except when we are still little children. And we focus on studying for so many years. For us, the true life has just begun. I'm glad to have them as my relatives. And I'm glad that when we feel helpless, we have got someone to turn to.

One of my cousin just gave birth to a girl, congratulations to her. She always took me around when I was a little kid. Now I've got the opportunity to take care of her daughter. So this is life.