Friday, March 16, 2007

The last few months in college

Hey, I'm comming back. Long time no see. A few things happened to my friends. My best friend left Beijing for Greece 3 days ago. Maybe we'll meet again after he comes back after 3 or 4 days. Or we'll pass by each other from now on. It's a rather strange feeling and I don't like it.

The scores of the 2007 graduate school entrance examination have come out. In my dorm, two girls get excellent scores, two intermediate, another two rather low. As a result, two more girls joined us in job hunting. It's no good news. After hunting job for nearly one year, I have a vivid understanding of the market. I never know that it's so difficult to find, or rather get, a job that meets our expectation.

Whatever interview I attended, I met scores of masters. Once I have some advantages over the masters that can help me stand out. But now I'm not so confident.

I don't want to continue with the topic any more. It's a little far away from the title. Again, on Mar 13th, I got an offer, though I haven't decided whether to accept it or not. Whatever, the moment I heard the news, I can't help weeping.

When I calmed down, I began to question myself: why? For so long a time, I have been concerntrating on job hunting and internship. I didn't put even a clue of my mind on the life off campus, and the reality I have to face in the near future. Confronted with it, I begin to panic. Standing in the threshold of college looking backward, I saw past happening flashing by. If...No if.

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